HD presentation

today is my HD presentation day...our group is the 1st group to present...haha...yesterday i slept at 3am coz i want do the last part of my video which is add the song to my video...luckily my friend come n help me add the song into the video...if he didn't come to help me...i think my video can't be finish on last nightn i also can't present it on schedule...he help me do the video until 2.30am...very thx to him...today morning i felt very nervous when lecturer call us started our presentation...before the presentation, i felt very scared...i scared this movie can't be attract by my classmate...but it is very lucky...coz when the movie start,all my classmate was laughing...they continue laughing when the movie is playing...i feel very happy n gratify because our movie can be attract by my classmate...i hope we can get a higher in this assignment...now...let me upload the video n share it to all of my friends...

是时候让它休息了。。。

好辛苦。。。我真的很累。。。每次都这样。。。为什么每次都一直吵架？？？我已经没有力气再去承受任何的一切。。。真的很累。。。心也很痛。。。想哭却不敢哭。。。我在别人面前是多么的坚强，可是在我自己面前却是那么的脆弱。。。忍着不哭。。。会让心更痛。。。我不想再哭。。。哭会让我变得更脆弱。。。心。。。好想再一次的把它关起来。。。真的不想再把它打开了。。。不想再有任何人的疼爱。。。越被人疼。。。当被伤时。。。心会更痛。。。我一直想试着让自己不要那么爱你。。。但是我却做不到。。。我现在爱你的程度。。。已经超过两年前爱你的程度了。。。我爱你比爱我家人还多。。。但是越爱你。。。心却伤得更重。。。是时候该让心休息了。。。它的裂痕太多了。。。该养伤了。。。
今天真的没胃口吃饭。。。算了。。。就当做减肥吧。。。一天不吃也不会怎样。。。

再一次的吵架。。。心再一次的痛。。。

今天我真的好伤心。。。为什么每次你要回去时都会发生这些事？？？为什么每次都要吵架？？？心又开始痛了。。。眼泪又开始流了。。。我只是想你陪我。。。但是我不想你驾夜车。。。我只是关心你。。。对不起。。。我答应过你不再乱发脾气的。。。但是我却失信了。。。我不想对你发脾气的。。。但是我真的控制不住。。。我也不是存心让你在他们面前难看的。。。对不起。。。我守不住我们之间的承诺。。。我知道你答应姗今天要回居銮。。。所以我只是保留那0.01%的希望。。。希望你能陪多我一天。。。但是根本就不可能。。。我只是想你陪我那么简单。。。但是却没机会。。。这几天就算我们两个在一起。。。中间还是多一个人。。。昨晚是你陪我睡得最后一晚。。。但是却因为姗喝醉。。。要照顾她。。。而失去了你陪我睡得最后机会。。。我只是想被你抱着睡着。。。在你怀里的时候是多么的安全，多么的温暖。。。我只想要你陪我多一天的时间也不行。。。你只认为我在无理取闹。。。我发脾气你也不管。。。只是一直说我为什你每次都这样。。。这次是我的错。。。错在于我不该让你上来马六甲。。。原本是应该高高兴兴的玩。。。结果却变成每个人都不高兴的回家。。。以后我不会再自作主张的让你上来马六甲。。。我不想再吵架了。。。真的很累。。。我不想再哭了。。。不想再让眼泪流下。。。我也不想再让我的心痛了。。。曾经痛过。。。所以不想再痛了。。。以后应该怎么做。。。我应该已经知道了。。。或许真的是我不够体谅你。。。对不起。。。让你难做了。。。对不起。。。。。。

Assignments~~~

busying doing my assignment!!!!!!!!!!
really feel tired in these few days...cant rest very well...everyday want wake up early just because want take a shoot for my HD assignment...HD assignment is make a movie...many things need to take a shoot...about the accident scene,school scene,working scene n so-on...really have many things to do...need to be an actor...also need to be a camera girl...really tired...i really hope can finish it faster!!!

but although feel very tired when take the shoot...but still got happy things happen...coz have many funny things happen when we take the shoot...like when we finish help Edwin make up,he really look like a girl...haha~we also NG many times~but we still have fun for it~this will becomes a sweet memory during my college life~i hope our assignment can be very successful n hope it can get a very high mark~~~

~our group member~

Pass all my subjects~~~

my first trimester came out yesterday~i felt very happy when i saw it...coz all of my subjects was pass~~~so happy~the subject which i most worry will failed is accounting...but...this subject also pass~~~i really felt happy to it~~~but......some let me felt disappointed is my GPA is not good......this is the thing let me feel very disappointed.......but...i didnt blame it...coz is i didnt worked hard in my first trimester...never mind...luckily all of my subjects pass already~~~YEAH YEAH~~~i will work harder in the second trimester~~~i will fight back my GPA~~~GAMBATEH in this trimester!!!

FINISH FINAL EXAM~~~

yeah yeah!!!finally finish my final exam~really tired in this 4 days~this 4 days i studied until 6am~my exam started on 9am~really feel tired...in this 4 days...the time i slept just only 1hour per 1day~~~i am gonna be a god!!!haha~but luckily~the exam was finished on yesterday~~~HOORAY~~~i started my holidays on yesterday...although this holidays only have 1 week...but i still can rest n play for 1 week~haha~i will rest well to fill full my energy that use on my exam week~haha~2 weeks didnt go back to my hometown...really miss my family n miss my mum's cooking dishes~i want back hometown to eat my mum's cooking dishes n to meet my bf which i already 1 month didnt see him~~~wait for me~~~my hometown>>>KLUANG!!!haha~~~

~she is my mum~
~miss her so much~

FINAL EXAM!!!

tomorrow is my final exam......i very scared of it.......although tomorrow is english paper...i still scared of it...coz this is the first time i sit on the final exam of my college life...i scared i can't score it...the paper i most scare is the accounting paper...coz when i sit on my midterm exam...i failed on this subject...i really scred i will failed again in the final...i dun want retake the accounting in the 2nd trimester...i hope i can pass this subject...for the buisness math...i also scared of it...i think i dun have enough time to do the exercise...not buisness math only...the economic i also scared i dun have time to study...haiz...very DAMN IT!!!why i so playful???haiz...hope god can bless me...i will try my best!!!GAMBATEH!!!

i really feel disappointed to u!!!

WHY WHY WHY???why they always want make me angry???why she dun want listen what i say???how can they do like this???they know each other just about 1 month only...how can they be a couple???i really really really feel disappointed to u!!!before this...u always say u n him is friend only...u also tell me will stay away from him...u also say u will not like him...u promise me u will not together wif him...but now...u already be his girlfriend!!!what u want to explain to me???actually i should know...u sure will be his girlfriend...coz u everyday so close wif him...when u go library...he also go there accompany u...that time he still not ur boyfriend...but he already do this thing for u...both of u always cheating wif me!!!enough already!!!dun cheat me anymore!a friend can do like this...very hurt...my heart very hurt!!!i really dun want to listen ur explain!!!everytime u explain to me ur thing...n u always promise me everything in ur explain...but u always can't do ur promise wif me...i dun want to believe u anymore...what u want to do is ur buisness!!!i really really dun want to care ur thing anymore!!!

yesterday...i felt very sad n disappointed to my friends...coz they are cheating me together...they cheating me not 1 time le...i dun like ppl cheating me...but they try to cheating me n dun tell me the truth...the most important thing is they dun know i already know the truth n they still think i dun know n they still try to cheat me...actually i give them chance to tell me the truth but they dun want...after i angry they just tell me the truth n explain all the things...i know not everything u can tell me...but i just dun want my friends cheating me...coz i really dun like ppl cheating me...u borrow my thing wif me...but u dun tell me where u going...after i asking u...u still dun tell me the truth...actually i already know u r cheating me...i just leave a stage let u to go...but u dun want...i give u chance to explain but u dun want...this is the thing let me angry...i dun like ppl borrow my thing but dun tell me what u use for it...i really angry about it...both of u know my temper but you all still want cheating me...i really dun like to see n talk wif both of u yesterday...but today i am not angry le...coz i know...not everything u can tell me...u got ur right to choose want tell me ur things or not...so i nvm le...i just dun want both of u to cheat me anymore...

~this is me~

Hello~~~i am shenn~all of u also can call me wen qin~that is my chinese name...i am a girl come from Johor...now i am study in mmu college which is in the Malacca...i am sporty girl that very like to play the basketball~ This is the first time i open the blog...i want to share my life experience to all of u......thanks for all~